Charlie Kirks widow, Erika, said she doesnt want to be the one to decide whether prosecutors seek the death penalty for her husbands alleged assassin, revealing shes worried that seeking revenge may prevent her from reuniting with him in heaven."Ive had so many people ask, Do you feel anger toward this man? Like, do you want to seek the death penalty? Ill be honest. I told our lawyer, I want the government to decide this. I do not want that mans blood on my ledger. Because when I get to heaven, and Jesus is like: Uh, eye for an eye? Is that how we do it? And that keeps me from being in heaven, from being with Charlie?" Erika Kirk told The New York Times.Charlie Kirk, 31, was gunned down at a speaking engagement at Utah Valley University on Sept. 10. He was in the midst of answering a question about transgender mass shooters when he was fatally shot in the neck.Suspect Tyler Robinson, 22, was romantically linked to a transgender partner and the FBI says Robinson confessed to the murder in text messages with that partner. President Donald Trump has expressed hope that Robinson would be given the death penalty, and Utah Gov. Spencer Coxsaid authorities were gathering everything they need in order to pursue the death penalty against the alleged killer.CHARLIE KIRK URGED YOUTH TO REJECT 'SEXUAL ANARCHY' AND HOOKUP CULTURE, PASTOR RECALLS"That [the death penalty] will happen here in the state of Utah," Cox told the press."I had enough of his hatred. Some hate can't be negotiated out," Robinson allegedly told his partner, Lance Twiggs, 22, after Twiggs asked why he killed the Turning Point USA founder.Erika Kirk said that the night before Charlie departed for his fateful speaking tour, the two of them met with a faith leader in Phoenix to pray for his safety. A high-profile Trump supporter, he had been receiving death threats and Erika and the faith leader were concerned for his life.His wife pleaded with him to wear a bulletproof vest. When he rejected the idea, the faith leader suggested he speak behind bulletproof glass.Charlie responded "not yet" and expressed confidence in his team and that there would be additional security at the event. However, according to his wife and employees, he had made comments acknowledging he could be killed.ERIKA KIRK BREAKS SILENCE AFTER HUSBAND CHARLIES ASSASSINATION WITH ADDRESS AT TURNING POINT USA HEADQUARTERSErika had been scheduled to attend the Utah event with Charlie, but she stayed behind in Phoenix because her mother had a medical appointment that day, and the two planned to reconvene at his subsequent event at Colorado State University. Erika learned her husband had been shot when his longtime assistant, Michael McCoy, told her over the phone shortly afterward.When she arrived at the Utah hospital to see her deceased husband, a local sheriff implored her not to look at his body, warning her that the bullet had mangled his neck. But, Erika insisted she be allowed to see Charlie one last time.CLICK HERE FOR MORE COVERAGE OF MEDIA AND CULTURE"With all due respect, I want to see what they did to my husband," she said.Not having been able to kiss her husband goodbye when he left for his speech, she did so then. Erika Kirk was appointed the new CEO of Turning Point USA on Sept. 18.